Salam semua ,
Dah lama rasanya koko tak post anything .
since my birthday, and since that day lots of thing happens .
but i decide to remain silent because i dont want to make things worst.
lots of terrible matter occurs, but the thing is it hurts me and kills me cruelly .
but whatever it is i believe in god,even things happen i know god knows the truth.
i wanna change and proof to ''those people'' i'm not perfect but i can be a better person,
and i learn from my past mistakes.people change and everybody makes mistakes.
without anybody knowing im dying inside, i fight and struggle so badly.
one thing that is mine are taken away from me, and im hoping that they are satisfied.
i cried every single moment,i became a clown im showing to others im happy, im doing great,
but the truth is i suffer till this day .
semoga mereka bahagia hingga akhir hayat ,
walaupun pahit untuk koko telan dan perit untuk koko ratapi
tetapi koko akan tetap berjuang hingga ke akhir.
sebab koko sayang koez dan tak sanggup kehilangan dia.
p/s : i forgive u . and to koez i will always love you till my last breath tantung . always do .
Koko Abdullah :
noricko bt abdullah